Well look at this a discussion at hand! ! OH HOT DAMN THIS IS MY JAM. thats always in my head. 

OK 

 so whatever. although i wish shed tell me how she feels about me more often.. its k. cause michelle wins. she the coolest kid ever, and thats the excuse that makes us never mad at her. 

haha vittoria I don't know if I said it like when you said sometimes you think you hold back things from your blog since people read it, ( as a reply I was gonna be like nooo girl you let it out! less you don't wanna, its your call )  see I don't hold things back, Since I have been used to sam reading my blog after I wrote stuff I didn't know he'd see and then I just stayed normal and adding you wasn't any different. So if I don't blog about something about you then its not even big enough to blog about you know? In other words then theres nothing else your missing out of ;D 

michelle. if you want to talk to me about you not having your period and stuff, you can. but ill keep quiet if its easier not to say anything about it. 

Its just harder for me to confess whats really going on, I don't even like confessing any of it to myself so talking about it seriously is difficult. Like its not that I don't want to, its that I can't bring myself to do it.